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Well, this was OFFICIALLY the WORST day EVER.

I had to put Lilka to sleep. She had Feline Leukemia, and was having problems breathing, and I just couldn't breathe when the vet came back and told me about it. But I held her while she went, and I told her that she has to come back to me. And I know that she will. But this is going to be a very hard time for me, and I'm not going to be able to function much at all tomorrow, despite a test that I have to take and everything. I'm skipping all my other classes, and work and then I'm going to bother Katey and Spikey around 4 tomorrow and hopefully I'll be better.

Don't worry, I'm not stupid, I'm not going to commit suicide, but I'm worried for all the other cats that she was around, cause Kyo might have it too, and I don't think I could bear the thought of Katey losing her.

So this was definitely the ******** cherry on top of the absolutely DUMBEST ******** DAY EVER!!

I want to scream, but I can't, cause I'm in the dorms. Maybe, if Katey's willing, tomorrow we can go out into the middle of nowhere and I can scream my lil head off.

I think I might throw up.