well nothing much to say today. i wish there was but there's not. oh well. i had much fun as shleby's. (to shleby: I'm like 20 feet away)
....guess what?...i'm sure you people won't expect this but my depression for some reason is acting up again. nothing really happened to start it but i don't know....i am so sick of my depression though. it never will leave me alone and it just makes me sick and tired and so upset......for some reason...i'm about ready to cry.....
Break open the skin
Let the people see
what a terrible sin
they'll say to me
My eyes hold no emotion
No more pain for me
They see no more devotion
Blood is all i see
It drips to the floor
They try to catch me
As i give up even more
But they don't see
They won't leave me alone
Maybe they just don't see
I'm through, I'm done
But they won't leave me be
sorry if the poem disturbs some of you but right now...i don't really know. i'm sorry if those of you who know me at school see me and i'm acting this way. please don't act strange or try to comfort me. and it's not that i want you people to leave me alone..i love you all...it's just...i do at the same time
 heavens_akki · Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 10:41pm · 2 Comments |
