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(What you are about to read right now may be somewhat disturbing, if you want to go along with it, you are warned...one more thing...I AM NOT A *****!!! )

Well I was with C.J. walking her to the house or should I say mansion yesterday. Well while we were walking she was bitching to me about something, this movie Clerks, I think. Well anyways she was telling me about the flying cars scene. That we were supposed to have fricking flying cars already. Well anyways while I was hearing her little voice I could notice how cute she sounded. I looked down to her and stared at her rosy pink lips and thought to myself how soft they must feel. I threw that thought away and blushed a little. How could I think about that, especially about that b***h? But I couldnt stop thinking about her, and I even think an image of her naked passed through my head. Which made me even more redder. C.J then looked up at me and asked in this innocent sweet voice, "J., whats wrong?", I looked at her, "Are you sick"?, she asked. Pulling me down she pressed her forehead against mine redface I told her I was okay and she said whatever and we made it home. I went to my room and changed to my uniform. For the rest of the day as my job of protecting her I needed to stay by her side. So I was in her room doing the usual. And all of a sudden I felt hungry and went down to eat a little. So when I came back up, I opened the door and I saw her NUUUUDDDDEEE. She blushed and put her gown back down. I DID NOT JUST SEE THAT, I DID NOT JUST SEE THAT, I DID NOT JUST SEE THAT, I screamed in my head. I blushed and turned around and said Im sorry. She let it go and said next time to nock on the door with tinted red cheeks. redface I said yeah okay and finally night came. I couldnt sleep a wink. All I could think about was C.J. So at 1 am I went to her room just to see her. I sat on the edge of her bed and just stared at her with this look in my eyes. twisted I then laid next to her. She was still sound asleep, then my eyes traveled down her face and thy landed on her lips. I thought, one kiss wont hurt. So I grabbed her chin softly as if not to wake her and my lips pressed against hers softly. I was right her lips were soft. I pulled away 5 seconds later and got up and tiptoed to my room. The next morning I woke up and got C.J. up to go to school. She looked at me while she was changing, I was turned around but I was looking back a little so I knew she was looking at me. She said, "I had a wierd dream last night", she said. "What was it", I asked, "Someone was kissing me", she said slowly. I blushed and chuckled a little, "Lets go", I told her. We made it out the door and walked down the street to the school. While she was bitching about flying cars, I smiled as I listened to her shrilly voice talking and talking and screaming, while I held her hand, walking down the street just smiling.