I know for some people this is a topic that brings up a lot of feelings perhaps even that of anger but no matter what religion you belong to or dont we all depend on someone we consider greater or stronger than ourselves in times of need.When that person lets us down we lose all respect for them and label them as the center of all our hatred.Lately I have been strugggling in my own religion . I feel betrayed by my god not because of problems in my own life but for a curse that has existed for over a milloion years I have found that the more I read the bible the more discouraged i become as if this love letter he is said to have written to and for everyone truly only belongs to one gender.The problem is we can not chose who we are and to be punished for something we have no control over is insane.It hurts knowing that you arent worth (excuse my language)s**t to the person you love.To explain my feelings would take a lifetime something I do not have so ill have to let this entry be a reminder to myself of the truth.I should have known better than to depend on anyone else but,myself.
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kiwigal Community Member 
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