First off, I'm dead tired. I've been up since 7, and yeah, that's early for me on a weekend! Darnit. I should've sleept longer :sigh: but that's not all. See...there's this problem...I don't mind not having a boyfriend, but I've realized that guys don't even notice me, like I'm totally nothing. My best friend Amber, has been asked for her phone number continuosely but me, not once. I met Avery, and man is he a sweet kid, but I bet if he met the holy Amber he wouldn't even think I was cute or anything anymore. Damnit. I hate my life...why should I be the one that gets NO attention when Amber is the one that doesn't like guys. It really kind of bothers me. It makes me feel like I did something wrong with my life. Like I should go anorexic for a few months...it would work, wouldn't it? I'd be all skinny for high school, and then maybe I'll get noticed. :sigh: Helpp?
_Toodledeedumsticks_ · Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 04:24am · 1 Comments
