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yet again I haven't been able to add an entry for a while, but this time I have an excuse. I have been completely over worked. I have tennis right after school everyday and four days of the five I go to fencing directly afterwards. I don't expect sympathy from anyone, because all teenagers have their own problems and stuff. anyway, I have to do this because my school won't let me have another sports credit for fencing (which is totally bogus, but anyway).

I have come to the realization that without fencing my life would be really easy, but the simple fact is that it is the only thing that keeps my life together, and I like the people there so much that it would only hurt to leave.

I went paintballing today and a bunch of the guys from my fencing place were supposed to come, but they all stood me up, and only one had a good excuse for not coming. the others just didn't show up or called me after we planned on meeting at the range. it ended up okay though, because this cool friend of my parents came with a friend of his. he has always been really nice to me, and if I was his age than I would definately date him (he really is cool, but about 20+ years older than me).

I should have just been angry that they all left me there, but instead I feel kind of like they thought it wasn't worth coming to. I'm kind of depressed now and the only place that I can really let it out is on the internet.

sorry about just wining. and wasting the last few minutes that you spent reading this crappy entry sad .