GAH!! I really want to go to the therapist because of what happened today with David reminded me. But I know what they're going to say, "Talk to your mother." I can't! Don't they think I might've tried that? I already know she doesn't care about what's upsetting me. I've already tried talking to her, getting along with her, anything to establish some sort of connection. But every damn time! She rejects me! I've come to the conclusion that she doesn't emotionally want to be a mom. That's the only logical answer. Well, thank you mom for bringing back my depression! I hate you, too!
Le Prince Egoiste · Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 12:04am · 0 Comments |