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Rant on Ranting (Yes, I'm angry :3) |
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IMPORTANT NOTE~:: My numbers are most likely off. I've on the verge of falling asleep and people could be slipping my mind. I care about the people I'm not thinking of, but my brain is just POOF right now. x3
First of all, if what I say in my rants hurts your feelings, then guess what? IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT. Don't send Ronnie out to come b***h at me for some futile reason. If you don't like it, I clearly have the word RANT in the title, so you don't have to read it.
I AM A b***h. I HONESTLY DON'T CARE WHO GETS HURT BECAUSE OF ME. Wel,scratch that, there are about....*counts on fingers* huh, 8! About eight people whose feelings I care about. Why only eight? Beause those people give me reasons to care about their feelings. And if I hurt thsoe people's feelings, I do feel bad for hurting them. Everyone else, I honestly couldn't care less. If any of you bothere to get to know me, you'd learn how anti-social I am. I get attached to a select few people, and everyone else could transfer for all I care.
So know this, if you send Ronnie out to b***h at me, my opinion of you gets lower and lower. 1) Because you were the ones who read my rant, and therefor were asking to be hurt. 2) The fact that you can't talk to me yourself is cowardly. 3) if you're one of the people whose feelings I give a damn about, then if you tell me yourself, I'll explain myself and apologize. Really, that's how it is. And I'm not limiting myself to eight people, no. If you're actually a good friend to me, then I'll care about you.
Friends and good friends...there's a major difference between the two for me. Friends, are just friends. Or acquaintances. Good friends are people who I can really talk to, and whose flaws don't bother me. Those people I could stand to have a deep conversation with, and get to know alot better than I know others. In the words of Calli: "We're not nice to people we rant about. We're polite. We don't really interact with them, they interact with us. We only treat them politely and move on to other business." So there you go.
So yeah, I'm actually extremely anti-social. I don't care about most people. I've learned who my real friends are, and am quite nice to them. Everyone else, honestly, I put up with. Some of the other six, I must say, I do like, though. And I would like to get to know them more, but sending in Ronnie, and being low, just feeds my superiority complex.
And Calli and I have our priorities. We're in our own little world because we kinda have superirity complexes. It's not our fault. People make us feel superior. We moved at lunch so we could get away from most people. And most of the people who come sit with us regularly, we look forward to seeing. In fact, sometimes when those people don't show up, we're kinda sad about it. But otherwise, we don't care. Calli and I are snarky bitches who will step on people who make us angry. We care about certian people, and get really upset when those people are hurt. We do have feelings, as hard as it is to believe. We worry immensely over people who we notice are upset.
FURTHERMORE: If you're just going to get angry from my rants. Here's a simple solution. Really now, I'm suprised you kiddos haven't thought of this yet! TRY NOT READING MY JOURNAL ANYMORE. And sending in Ronnie will only earn more rants. Remember that. How anyone has missed such a solution to a tiny problem, I don't know! Honestly, people! I don't care about most of your feelings! Just a few of you, and if you are one of those people I care about, and I've hurt you, I am sorry. Chances are, I'm not talking about you. I don't rant about the people whose feelings I really care about. Sure...you may come up, and I don't usualy realize it. See, as it's probably plain to see, I don't bother going back over my rants. These are done spur of the moment, where my thoughts are released (Otherwise I would be alot ruder to you in person).
So I don't want to see Ronnie bitching at me again here. If I do, these will only get longer and angrier. And I'm borderline about to start snapping at school.
And again, for those who I know have deep feelings, and whose feelings have been hurt by me, I am sincerely sorry. I care about some of you very deeply, and don't want you to feel hurt.
Extra notes: I love canon Bridget and hate what the fandom has done to it. I hate twilight(well, not the first or second) with a burning passion, but am coo' with people liking it. And.....I love my OCs very, very much!!
 Le Prince Egoiste · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 12:13am · 1 Comments |
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