Uhhh I have a crush on this guy that lives a few streets over. He's my ex-boyfriend. But he has a new girlfriend. I dumped him before and now I hate my self for it. I always have such good luck.
I miss him horribly.
He liked me for the longest time. But I told him that I thought that he should move on because I loved him so much as a friend and I didn't want him to miss some other wonderful girl while he was waiting for me. Now I don't know what's going to happen. I told him the day before Valentine's Day... It just sorta flew outta my mouth.
I think I'll have to wait for them to break up to see if he wants to come back with me. I don't have the heart to try and break them up.
I've tried to stop likeing him before. But he was my frist boyfriend and I was unsure of what was happening and going on and I got scared so I dumped him. Now I know what was going on, what I had, how good he was to me, and I miss it soo much.
Every little thing reminds me of him, how sad is that? Movies that we watched together. Walking outside in the freezing cold. Him coming to the bus stop in the morning. The way he'd say come here when we were laying down watching movies and he'd want me to lay on him.
Ha lame do I sound? It's been two months too
"I'm giving up on loving you
I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain.
I know if I dont, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about "
I miss him horribly.
He liked me for the longest time. But I told him that I thought that he should move on because I loved him so much as a friend and I didn't want him to miss some other wonderful girl while he was waiting for me. Now I don't know what's going to happen. I told him the day before Valentine's Day... It just sorta flew outta my mouth.
I think I'll have to wait for them to break up to see if he wants to come back with me. I don't have the heart to try and break them up.
I've tried to stop likeing him before. But he was my frist boyfriend and I was unsure of what was happening and going on and I got scared so I dumped him. Now I know what was going on, what I had, how good he was to me, and I miss it soo much.
Every little thing reminds me of him, how sad is that? Movies that we watched together. Walking outside in the freezing cold. Him coming to the bus stop in the morning. The way he'd say come here when we were laying down watching movies and he'd want me to lay on him.
Ha lame do I sound? It's been two months too
"I'm giving up on loving you
I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain.
I know if I dont, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to your life and you've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now I know what love is all about "
