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Somehow I think that if I were to die, I'd only have a few select who would really care.... I mean there's nothing wrong with me only that how much I think over things to much and my mind tends to wander off sometimes. But thats just small things. I've been thinking alot lately about life and death and everything that came to mind.*shifts* Anywho theres gotta be more then self images and how much money you make right? Theres gotta be that special one for you right. You don't hate it much right? It couldn't kill you to care right? Just random thoughts in my head as I try to process that of which I am. To think so deeply as some say I do I think that the self image I protain is small and not observed correctly to those who know me so little. It's annoys me to see that girls get upset over the little things as people stare or even pass a glance at them. Or for some guys who only want a girl for sex and she has to have a perfect body in order to "Love " her. It's insane how this world turned out. When now no one values life anymore. It's do or die. And someone couldn't care if you have a family at home. Or your so young and have a life ahead of you. It's total choas what has happened and I myself personally think this madness should cease. It annoys me to no fult that people can't get along in class and outside of school because of how you look,dress, and what music you listen to. It's bullshit to know I can't walk home at night from school without getting pulled over by some cop thinking I'm a drug seller , or by some guy following me home and standing outside my house looking into my window....this world has gone to hell in a marry hand basket...