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Today is probably the worst day i will ever have in my highschool life, and if not it definatly tops the list. There was a small glimmer of hope in all this gloom, but i wish i did not come today. I wish i didn't have my period either. Today, i got my ipod taken away from the principle, and i'd be able to pick it up after school. My cramps were killing me, i felt that ripping out my organs would be better than that pain. The only reason i did not call mom to pick me up was
1) My friends kept hinting off that math class would be the best class that day
2) Principle had my ipod.
Of course it is my fault for having it out so i didn't mind, i could just easily ask for it back after school. Anyway, i am positive i failed my geography exam, so that put a damper on my day. But in math my spirits were lifted up to the gateways in heaven when i was finally asked out whee My heart soared, finally all that confusion with all my friends asking, "When are you two going out?", so my day was basically set. At the end of the day i saw the principle and i asked him for my ipod. Apparently, i was set for a saturday detention for having it out, that wasn't a big deal either. I thought i would recieve it in class. But i misunderstood him, he told me to go to his secretary and tell her about my ipod. Instead, i go in his office and get the ipod myself, i thought he said i could. My head was just in the clouds, who wouldn't be after a crush asked you out? I get on my bus, ready to go home and enjoy the rest of my day, but hte principle stops the bus and pulls me off. My whole day is turned into a plunge deep into the firey pits of hell. I asked him what was wrong, and he told me that i happened to "steal my ipod from his desk" and i am subject to IS (Internal Suspension). I tried to explain that i didn't know it was so severe, and that i didn't hear him correctly before hand but no one would listen. I was kept after school, with a Saturday Detention and 5 days of IS, and mom is called to pick me up. She was basically disappointed, of course no one seems to care that i made a simple mistake; that simple mistake lands me in a place i never thought i would go. Why is it, that i did nothing to no one, get decent grades, and am generally a good kid, but i end up in this s**t load of trouble? It completely discourages me and puts my mood horribly down, i did nothing to deserve something so severe. Maybe i did but hell if i can remember, i didn't kill anyone in my past life or anything. But oh well, i guess even the good people get knocked from their happy moods to the flames once in a while. I'm going to apologize to the principle on Monday because i still feel bad, and pray that this doesn't go on my permanent record.