I thinking really hard about quiting gaia altogether and maybe even stay away from myspace too for awhile...
With all that happened on here I was only orginally hoping to find someone I could understand and love... someone who lived near me... I thought I found them... yet they broke their word and all the times they said they love me just seems to be shattered.. We had alot of dreams.. things we said we wanted to do.. I miss them.. And I wasn't the only one who got hurt.. Someone I care for deeply did too.. I apoligize for that.. It wasn't like I was making it all up either... I knew they liked me.. the even said once that the person they were dating was nothing compared to me.. yet I feel like nothing.. Everything was going to work out perfect.. the distance... the time.. in two years we could live together.. all that... but the thing that haunts me most.... is the dream I had... I had a dream of sitting on top of thier roof with them holding thier hand and looking at the stars together.. I miss them... and it hurts me.. I have about 25 days left... I made a promise.. one year... and still I'm alone and sad.. so unless that changes.. stones...
My death
dias2525 Community Member 
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