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Tell us how to dress and tech us to obey
Wrong with me
Alone at night
Crying cold tears again
As I do so offten
How did this happen?
Why to me?

I wonder whats wrong with me
When I look in the mirror
All I see is dark circles
Bloodshot eyes
A pale face and pink lips
Is there something more?

Is it so deep inside
I dont know what it is
Or where it is?
Can I find it or
Is that someone else?


I dont want anyone to get close
I dont want to share my pain
I dont want to hide my tears
I already hide my face

Cant they see whats wrong with me?
Im broken up inside
I cant find my way out of the dark
I cant break through the surface
Im drowning in my dark abiss
and I dont even know
whats wrong with me?

I wonder whats wrong with me
Day after day
Night after night
Tear after tear
Drop after drop
Pain after pain
Vein after vein
I cant find the problem

I cant hold on to me
As I fade away
Whats wrong with me
Why am I broken?

Can I be fixed?
Can I be saved?
Can someone help me?
Will someone?
Wont they?
Find out whats wrong with me....

I never wanted it to end like this
I drank too much of life hope
In the end I was to blame
In the end I had to fall
I will find my place among the dead
Where I belong

I wonder whats wrong with me
When I cry cold tears
Laying on my bed, broken up
Whispering to myself, as I do so offten
How did it happen to me?
Why did it happen to me?

I look in the mirror and who I see is who I really am
Pale skin
Red lips
Green eyes
Black hair
Purple circles
Only because I am
Dead

What was wrong with me you ask?

Even I do not know
s'pose I was angry
But it dosent matter know
This is where I am

Never again will I wonder
Whats Wrong With Me.


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  • User Comments: [1]
    Nothing is wrong with you shelby!! You are perfect!! Shut up!!

    comment emothicdecember · Community Member · Mon Feb 12, 2007 @ 02:29am
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