Take a look at her for a little while, who am I referring to the angel who never does smile. She has tattered torn black wings, unlike the other angels she never sings.
A fallen angel not allowed to wear white condemned to wear black, cast from heaven to never come back.
Bloody tears fall from the sinful angels eyes, the fact she doesn't trust anyone is no surprise. Shes fallen in the darkness and has begun to descend, then after awhile she gets to the end.
What is the end? It is the darkness floor, with no escape, window, or door. Then knifes hit the floor in front of her she thinks can it be?, yes these are the knifes I used to cut to get the pain out of me.
Shes so numb she wants to feel, the bitter, sharp, cold, steal.
So she picks up her to best friends she has ever had, the ones who were always their when she was ever so sad.
Then she continually plunges them into her heart but alas the numbness doesn't go away, instead it just clings and continues to stay.
Then she pulls them out and throws them on the ground, shes screaming, angry, yet makes no sound.
She regrets keeping everything inside for she thought it would go away after awhile, all though she hid the pain she could never smile.
In her opinion smiling is something only happy people do, but that she could never bare to. So day after day the pain tore at her heart slowly inside, what was good eventually died.
She cut and cut to ease the pain inside her heart, trying to keep herself from falling apart.
Then one day she cut to deep and the blood wouldn't stop gushing out, but no one heard her cry or shout.
Though cutting helped her and she thought it was worth while, its sad she never got to smile.
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Bred to be stupid and born to be nothing~
They tell us how to dress and teach us to obey but they never heard a word that we had to say