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Hey everyone,

Im sorry I havnt been on much, just s**t has been piling up and Im finally at the climax... or somewhat near it.

Im also sorry if I have been a "jerk" or "b***h" about things, I am just under so much frustration and stress now I feel like I could die at any moment, but my audition is in 10 days (or 9 days 18 hours 31 minutes and 28 secconds) for my crazy dream school that I probably wont get accepted to, so I have been practicing my @$$ off and playing flute non stop, going to flute lessons or practice with my band or flute teacher almost every day, I have my history day project on due on the thirteenth, I have my band projects, a hell of a lot of math, I just got done with district honor band, I have FIVE ensambles for solo and ensamble which is insane, my language arts project due late february and if you expect me to keep my sanity after all that (including my SA and portfolio which is insanely hard for the audition, and the five new scales plus all our regular band music and trying to keep first chair with all of this) then your insane, but join the club so am I! so I just wanted to say carley should be back to normal by early march - early may (hopefully) and either then I will be uber depressed cause I didnt make the school or incredibly happy cause I did make it.

AND dont forget my birthday on february 22!

so talk to you later pallyz