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Despite that my life, in fact, has gone to s**t, hell, back, hell again, and is currently having a tea party with Lucifer on the 9th Plane of Hell, I'm still doing pretty shitty. I tried going to Shay's to get it off of my mind, and even though it helped a little, I still feel rather empty. I hate my dad. He's a ******** a*****e who always thinks that what he says, goes. Well ******** him! I'm doing what I want, when I want. And if Sharon does leave, I'll blame him for it forever and never speak to him again once I'm out of school and move to Jasper.. or somewhere else far, far away.

"Early supression brings later rebellion." I should tell him that sometime, ya know?

I need to smile.. Like, a real smile. Not the fake ones I've been forcing for the past long, looong while.

What was that song again? I can remember some of the lyrics: "There's a hole in your soul where your heart used to be. All the doors are locked, and you can't find the key." I don't know if those are right, but whatever. If anyone knows the name of it, please tell me.

I fell down the stairs at Shay's, so now my back really hurts and I think it's bruised. Oh well. Like it really matters.



And to think... this all happened just because of a little bit of henna..