Something is ticking in the kitchen and I cant bloody find what the ******** it is. Its making me bonkers.
*shrug*
So my great grandpa died yesterday night in the hospital. He was 93 with pneumonia and still suffering from dementia. He couldnt eat anything, just coughed it all up and was very painful for him. There was this big fuss about the IV...my grandma's brothers didnt want him to be on any kind of life support at all, which I agree with. We'd just be making it more painful for him. But then the doctors said that IVs were actually a form of life support and they took him off that. I disagreed...I wanted to give his body a chance to recover from pneumonia, however small the chance. Taking away the IV meant he wouldnt have a chance at all. So they put him back on the IV and a week later, he was gone. It hurts...I know I only spent a little bit of time with him but I do have good memories of him and he was my only living great grandpa. Still family, still someone I loved and cared about. I didnt go to school yesterday. I know I have to today. I probably will.
I just feel incredibly sad all the time now. I mean I can still laugh and enjoy things, but not for too long, I feel. Always lapses back into sadness.
It'll pass, it always does. I'm not worried about it.
Anyway I spent most of the day yesterday crying on Dixon's shoulder. There was some crying-induced napping, and we played some WoW. I got to see Ange's little baby again. Isaiah, I think is how you spell it. Hes so small and pudgy, so cute. Hes got really long hair already.
Its kinda weird...Ange has a baby, my great grandpa dies. Not a direct relation, I know. But in the small scope of Jenn's life I guess it might mean something.
Anyway, played WoW. An epic mainhand sword dropped off a wolf mob in the Hinterlands. Dixon's shammy uses maces and axes, so it was mine to dual wield ^^ I completely forget what its called, though. I also FINALLY got a better ring that my old and mouldy Seal of Sylvanas. That ring is a nice one, but I felt really dirty for having it as I had had it since like lv 25 or something.
I dinged 44, trained and then Dixon and me did some fun WSG. For once the Alliance werent completely retarded, and it was nice.
Dixon might be a good shammy (he dual wields now and wont shut up about the dmg) but hes a bit retarded when it comes to WSG. He tends to run into the middle of like five Alliance and then yell for me to come save him. rolleyes
We still won 3/0 though.
While doing quests in Feralas before I leveled, we were doing the muisek quest chain. Went from owlbears to fairy dragons. Dixon and me took turns shrinking them, so we had lots of fun seeing how many 'friends' we could aggro at once, hippogriffs especially. Dixon is an awesome healer as well as dmg dealer, and I'm an amazing tank/dpser, so we were never in any danger at all of dying. It was funny hearing Dixon's cries of '******** MANA BURN' from across the room as we were fighting faerie dragons.
We chased a blood elf on a cockatrice for a few minutes on our kodos, yelling at him to come back, we wanted to catch the chocobo and regain our hp and mp!
Blood elf didnt get this reference and thought we were completely ******** loony.
Had some awesome guildchat with Bobward and Ferene, too.
So it was a good day and a shitty day at the same time.
I keep wanting to go somewhere...like the Quay or the Aquarium or Science World or Chinatown or something...I want to be somewhere.
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