January 30, 2007
So now I don't know what to do. Kaz has just been horrible to me, asking if there's a way to make my boobs bigger, saying that bigger ones are better and all this crap. Short of getting surgery, the only thing I can think of is eating more and gaining weight. Which is what I'm going to try to do. I've had other guys say I'm too skinny anyway, and I don't like the way my bones stick out so maybe it will be a good thing regardless. The problem is it's really hard for me to gain weight. I'm never over 110. So I'm just going to eat as much junk food as I possibly can and hope that the fat goes to my chest. I'm afraid I'm going to lose him over this now. I'm not speaking to a certain friend of mine for a while, maybe never, because it's all their fault this got started in the first place.
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