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I've been having these thoughts lately. At night I have dreams where I cut myself. Are they a sign? Who knows, I know I dont know. School is horrible, I can never see my dad again cuz the b*****d moved to Russia with his new slutty girlfriend (she can pass as an fugly paris hilton) that started my parents divorce, and my life sux. I dont even think some of my friends are actually my friends. Ugh I wish my life could somehow change. Like none of this ever happened. The school put me on the hardest team in the whole school and they go way too fast. Its like no normal person can keep up with them. 20% of my team is failing all the classes. I might ask my mom to have me switch so I have less on my mind. Maybe all this is triggering those dreams and thoughts I get sometimes. Maybe. emo For right now, no one knows. Hopefully things will change
 EvilBoxofPocky · Thu Jan 25, 2007 @ 06:06pm · 0 Comments |
