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Rocky tomorrow.
But I feel like today was a waste. I mean, I had my last day of work, I had spent the night at a friends and I went to a party... but it all feels rather dull. I wish that I could express myself in more articulate terms, because whenever I try to put down in writing how I feel it comes out more dismal than I intend.
I mean sure, there are bad things in my life, maybe More bad things than good things. But the good things are so much more important than the bad, and I think about the good more. I mean, Yes, I have diabetes, I seem to live in a state of ennui and a range of other maladies that are not constant in their severity but I also have brilliant friends, I have a lot of money and I am not in want for anything.
Maybe I am just tired. I think too much when I am tired, which I why I do my best writing then (not that I am writing at the moment of course, as I'm an idiot). But I also get myself worked up so wholeheartedly in complex thought that is rather indecipherable if it were to be put into word.
Maybe one day I'll try to document my stream of thought.
Anyway. Rocky tomorrow. Expect Emo if he loses and retardedness if he wins.
 Shahmat · Sat Jan 20, 2007 @ 10:49pm · 0 Comments |
