Every single day I'm forced to interact with him. And every single day my ******** stepdad has to insult me, tell me I'm going to hell, or say something else that makes me regret living. So thanks to him, I have depression. And yes, I have had a doctor tell me so. Unfortunately, I can't do anything at all to change the situation. Every time I try talking to my grandma about it (since I can't talk to my mom about anything without being insulted more) she comes up with some excuse I can't believe. I don't really want to burden my friends with this, so I don't have ANYONE to talk to about this. If I'm lucky (yeah right) then I might have a therapist soon. So until then, I'll be hating myself and and thinking about how much better my family would be if I died more and more.
.......................................********...........
Le Prince Egoiste · Sat Jan 20, 2007 @ 10:29pm · 1 Comments |