So this weekend I was soooo bored but parts of it made me soo happy! Friday I didn't have to go to school bc I have no school on Fridays. I got Gaia derprived so I started to write a journal at home.........I have never been able to keep up with journals usually I forget or just have too much to do or feel that I have nothing to say. So on Saturday my sweetie bought me flowers and they came to my house and I was uber excited....OMFG he is the spamtasticness....whoa new wordage hehe!!!
So I was like so excited and stuff all weekend and felt so special......Sunday I went to church and blah but all this week and weekend I've been having de jevu like crazy. It's insane really and it all has to do with Steve!!! hmm wierdness! I'm probably going to get sick bc my whole family is sick but I'm just a waiting duck...lol my brother tells me that he's going to lay in my bed and cough over all of my stuff and me so that I get sick...I think I just have a better immune system than them but maybe I'm just a carrier and they got it from me...nahh I haven't been home much so I soo doubt that!!! Ok so I talk to Steve a lot but maybe it is too much I don't know...sometimes I feel like I am annoying him but maybe that is just me being me!! I'm so happy about us and all but I sometimes can be a little suffocating.......hmmm I kinda have to force myself to write at this point or nothing will be written..and it needs to be done!!! GRRRR! *takes a deep breath and centers herself* ok so I am obsessed and maybe you feel the same way Steve but stupid mind won't stop thinking about you, it's gotten to the point where I am unconciously thinking about you and it is a little insane........yesh your girlfriend is an insane lunatic did I forget to tell you??? lol sometimes it's difficult though...but at least now I'm comfortable talking with you on the phone when my dad is in the room but the only reason I don't want my mom to hear is bc she's the nosiest person alive and sadly I am falling in her footsteps......bad habits.......She will ask all sorts of questions that I reeaally don't want to answer..... not at the present time. So here I sit thinking about you and all that I love about you but you wanna know the best thing that I love about you???? I love it when you say "I love you" first you have no idea how amazingly wonderful it makes me feel. I really am so happy that I have you in my life. You have made such a difference in me, that is so awesome to ME! hehe I'm just a little brighter and filled with more good thoughts rather than bad thoughts....I officially been struck by cupids arrow and my eyes just happened to fall straight into yours. lol poetic romance what a blessing I have!! lol Soooooooo that is all I am going to write for now but I may come back again later so don't be disappointed!!!! hehe
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