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Well i posted that song just because i simply adore it. LOL. I'm thinking of possibly requesting it to be played at the Valentines formal. But then again i don't want to be the only one dancing to it, lol. But i think its a really sweet love song. And i'm not big on love songs, unless its "can you feel the love tonight" lol. shut up shelby. i'm just a big elton john fan, i love all his songs. Funny thing is my mom when she listens to RENT she can't think of it (meaning specifically I'll Cover you) as a man singing to his male lover, but she never thinks of Elton's songs being sung to his male lovers. rolleyes . I could care less what you are, straight or homosexual. I really could care less. You are what you are and there isn't anything i can do to change it, and i wouldn't try to other wise anyway.
Anyway, i'm having a decent week so far. Its just been really hectic. The usual drama with Ayla and Phoenix has been acting really weird recently. She has been really distant and i talked to her about it last night and she acted really sorry and such but this morning she just picked up the mask and kept going. I adore Phoenix and i've noticed she only gets like this when she is either with someone, or trying to impress someone. When she was with Thomas she only wanted to spend time wtih him twentyfour seven. And i guess that could be natural, but i've only had long distance relationships so i have never had the luxury of seeing my lover everyday like a good many people do.
To me that is why joe and i were so close. We didn't see each other everyday so it made the times we were together so much more precious. Just seeing that person everyday just, to me, seems like you are burning away moments. Don't you run out of stuff to talk about? Don't you want to get away from them for a time? I really don't know. I had a stalker guy here who said i was dating him and i wasn't. Meaning he asked me if i wanted to go see a movie with him and when i said sure (i wanted to see Pirates 2 again) he told his entire floor we were dating. So just having him following me and hanging over me just turned me off a good bit.
Maybe i'm thinking too hard about it but i don't know. I am perfectly happy with Stewart. And thats all i can say. Lol.