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Look.
If you'll ever talk to me about some random awesome thing about you ... I dunno, you got a new car, you now own a three floor apartment, you have $43543545 in your bank account, or you just got hit by a twenty dollar bill that fell from the sky.
No.
I don't really give a crap.
Or anything, to be honest.
Cause you know, I'm proud to admit, I'm /poor/ and I live in almost the middle of nowhere, despite the large amount of cars that come past my street. The electronic stores here [Best Buy and Futureshop] SERIOUSLY suck, and no, I do not get an allowance. My school is a community school, we lack funding in a lot of things, and the district -- no, the province of BC or something, doesn't think we should spend money for field trips, dances and such in school.
Screw it.
We've had no art funding for a few years now, and apparently, I've only had two field trips so far. A half hour trip to a skating rink, and a camping trip near the middle of September. I seriously wish for more, and I really do believe my parents ... all the parents, are able to spare five or ten bucks for a nice, decent field trip. And if they really can, they could always talk to the teachers, and reason with them -- yay sympathy.
Our school cafeteria is okay, but there obviously is better out there. It's a tad bit expensive, therefore my friends and I have developed a so called 'tradition' of only eating there once or twice a month. We /always/ have two slices of pizza [mostly cheese, as one of my friends is a vegetarian] and a Tropicana Twister. Sparklers are LE YUM, but cost a lot. The only time I've had one, was a gift from my friend, after I found her long lost pencil case with important stuff in it. Maybe not that important, but it was her only supply of pens and pencils.
I'm part of the student council, but honestly, I'm that random girl that just happens to be there, and I just sit and watch them blabber. About. Stuff. I honestly can't remember why I wanted to even apply for it, I haven't spoken up even /ONCE/ during the meeting, and I'm pretty sure that if I missed one, no one would notice.
Honestly.
In my class, I'm just considered a random person, who enjoys talking, but is technically pretty good in school. French, perhaps. But Math, I'm a freaking dumbass. You know that you can't do math when you get like, a ten out of eighteen. Sue me, I hate math. And math hates me, or else I would've gotten higher marks. I really used to get WAY better marks in grade five or something, but yeah ...
I enjoy loudly stating my opinion. Today, we were doing these projects, and my teacher asked me for an example for a sentence with "Quand je serais une adulte, je peux ... "
And I was like, "JE PEUX BOIRE L'ALCOOL."
And everyone was like "rofl".
I don't try to be, or maybe I do, but sometimes when I try, I don't know.
On Gaia, okay. A lot of my friends can buy donation items. Watch me complain. The only reasons I have US dollars, are because a] there was a five dollar bill I found and b] my dad gave me a bit when we went to Washington/Nevada/California for vacation. And I happen to not see anything I'd like, so yeah. It builds up a bit, but I'm down to twenty-eight bucks.
And I'm not about to send in my $20 bill.
I kinda dislike being Canadian, or maybe the fact that Gaia won't let me use Canadian dollars, or send in coins. That'd be easier on me. Damn Canada for not having three dollar bills. But I have one dollar bills, so pfft. Rawr.
My parents are like, okay people.
But if you've read past journal entries, my mother is a b***h. A frickn' b***h. And I hate her to the bone.
That's all I'm about to say about that topic.
Let's see... My connections with other people.
Real Life;;
I'm always friends with the girls I meet. Always. Or at least, 98% of the time, cause there's the occasional slut/b***h/random idiot that will appear. When I hold a grudge against someone, it's honestly no fun. But I adjust easily to people, so yeah. Go me. I'm awesoooo~me.
Guys. Guys and I don't mix. At all. I might be friends with like, two out of a hundred. It makes me think if I'm going to get married, but I'm also too young to care about that. Being friends with mature young women, I've decided not to crush on anyone, and tell myself constantly that if I date now, the chances of me and the other guy even knowing each other through adulthood are ...
ZERO.
Online ...
I love my online friends. <3
YO ONLINE FRIENDS, IF YOU'RE LISTENING, ILU.
heart heart heart
Oh, and I use the word 'love' quite easily. It doesn't make me a lesbian, and if I say ILU to you, don't feel to special, cause I love a lot of people, and I say it when I'm very grateful. Okay, never mind. Feel special, but not too special. Now I'm having a strange deja vu moment.
Uh, I'll end this here. I'm amazed you tolerated all that text.