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My heart is filled with guilt... i cant help but touch your skin wich is as soft as silk.
my love is likethe earth. everyone thrives on it and walks all over it and this has happened since birth.. no one understands me, thats why no one is my friend...thats why i right letters to him that i surely cant't send... i love her but i cant tell her... couldn't tell her... she was mine but now she;s only a foresaken memory... she loves me and she broke me apart... no one wants me anymore.. im just an empty bullet shell out of the thousands that were shot from the same gun.. im the only one that hit its target... inside her heart i leaft my mark. but she toke me out and now im only a souvanier for her.... it's unfortunate that her heart still has my mark. its a scare thats so deep she cant get rid of it... but she had already put me inside her gun and shot me out once more... into someone i didn't want to know.. now im stuck and i want to go back.. i want to go back... hannah i love you so please take me away from this hell. I bet you didnt know this but you left a scare inside of me to... My scare is also your heart... we share the same heart and that happened the second i pirced your skin... im pretty sure i dont want to make my way to your body... i want to make my way into your heart... once more.. to know how it feels ine more... i thank you for letting me inside of your heart once but i need to find out... is that scare i made in your heart healed and i only left a scar... or does it still bleed for somthing to fill it up... hannah.... hannah? are you still alive... do you need me to help you by entering your heart one more time... your the only body i needed and thats the way it'll be... ill rip myself from this body and evrything will be alright hannah.... I promise. ill make you better... would you like that.. would you... hannah i love you.... Hannah... Hannha... please.. dont die... dont die.. HANNAH! crying