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I scream out for help
how can this be?
Have i really done this to me?

I lift my arm
All i see is red
can it be i'm dead?

I stare at myself
A girl so glum
I call out your name
but you never come

Tears flood my eyes
As a begin to see
There is no warmth in this body

I search for light
But the strength is gone
and my arms are numb

I hear it now
A voice from above
It askes why did you do it,
Why did u cut?

With a desprate plee i scream
YOU CAN'T LET THIS BE

I wake up cold and look to the sky
I whisper 'thank you'
then begin to cry

The pain i have felt drove me to this
I cut and i stab and wish it would end
this horrible life that i am living in

I stop with the cutting and I pray everyday
The pain is all that remains

My life hasn't got much better since that day
But then two angels come

They've had it hard as well
even worse then I
So they understand and help me when I cry

We are always together and never apart
If they were gone
I may not have a heart

I love you my angels, my two dearest friends