Well, what can I say? Im sad again. . .and have been for over a week >.<'
But, Im trying to get alittle happier by trying to apoligise for afew of my mistakes. .but sadly one 2 have forgiven me. . .there's one who still won't. . no matter how hard I try. .. ~sigh~
Why is it, no one seems to give me another chance? is it that I just dont deserve one? Or maybe im just bugging him too much. . .im not sure. . but I am sure its getting to me and Im feeling terrible. . .I really want to apoligise. .. but he wont let me! He refuses to talk to me. . .why? What's wrong with just saying sorry. . . whats wrong with it?!
Sigh. . . well, guess rambling around in here wont do much help. . . Ill try again maybe next week, see if he's alittle better to apoligise and talk with. . but if not im sure as hell to be sad for awhile. . .
He's a really close friend and I hate having those I love mad with me, it hurts. .. alot. . . sweatdrop
~Sigh, anyways, Ill come back with my responce to trying later, anyone got some helpful adivce? I could use it anytime. . .
Thanks if anyone reads this. .. and bye for now!.
But, Im trying to get alittle happier by trying to apoligise for afew of my mistakes. .but sadly one 2 have forgiven me. . .there's one who still won't. . no matter how hard I try. .. ~sigh~
Why is it, no one seems to give me another chance? is it that I just dont deserve one? Or maybe im just bugging him too much. . .im not sure. . but I am sure its getting to me and Im feeling terrible. . .I really want to apoligise. .. but he wont let me! He refuses to talk to me. . .why? What's wrong with just saying sorry. . . whats wrong with it?!
Sigh. . . well, guess rambling around in here wont do much help. . . Ill try again maybe next week, see if he's alittle better to apoligise and talk with. . but if not im sure as hell to be sad for awhile. . .
He's a really close friend and I hate having those I love mad with me, it hurts. .. alot. . . sweatdrop
~Sigh, anyways, Ill come back with my responce to trying later, anyone got some helpful adivce? I could use it anytime. . .
Thanks if anyone reads this. .. and bye for now!.
