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First of all, I'd just like to say that I told Salsa how I feel about him. Yes, I did tell him and then I ran away. It's ok my friends took things into their own hands. Yesterday Pepper and another friend of mine dragged me up to him and told me to finish the conversation. They released me, which was mistake, and I ran like crasy back into the school building. Then just before my English class I talked to him and he told me that he doesn't know. (Note: He was smirking the whole time if that means anything.) Today, was another I don't know.
Two days before I told Salsa how I feel I had many interesting encounters with past and present crushes. After school two days before I was standing with my back against my locker. I was enjoying myself and laughing with a couple of friends and as Pepper describes it she heard me laughing then there was a dead silence. When she saw me, she saw me with a blank on my face, Salt in front of me (very close) and one of his friends on the side of me who he was talking to. Through my mind, it was first blank and then quickly filled with a long awaited rage. When I looked into his eyes, that rage disappeared and turned into an awkward calm. This moment was extremely weird.
Now to the day before I told him, this is when the most of my crushes came into appearance. First there was an eight grader that I find quit cute and fun came into appearance about five times. Then there's the new Cali kid in my sciencs class who I keep on catching him looking at me. And just a couple of other guys I like looking at me and when I turn to see them they instantly look away. Also, I did have another encounter with Salt. And again we weren't very far apart. Things are starting to get a bit shaky.
Finally to yeaterday when I told him. again there were many encounters with my other crushes, but I told him. He was the one I chose and I've decided to stick to him. Later that night, I got a pm from Sugar, but that didn't lead to any flirtations or anything big. And now we're re-beginning our frienship. Well that's all for today, sorry to leave you hanging, but I'm positive that there will be more to say tomorrow.