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My heart is quite fragile. I know that guys think that all girls are sensitive, but it's different with me. I show strength, but within me is weakness. I usually never let anyone know when I'm hurt. I live with my pain and no one else knows. sure, I say that I'm sad, but I never really say why. The truth is, I don't even fully understand why I'm so fragile. It's like my heart is made of glass. It's been chipped, cracked, broken, and even shattered. Everytime it never fully recovers. I don't know why I'm this way, but there are events in my childhood that could explain it. We can never be positive on why we are the way we are. I don't expect people to take it easy on me or anything, but my family should and they really aren't. I've been fragile for a long time and there's hardly anyone who really cares. It bothers me sometimes, but I'm getting over it. So what if they don't understand, why should I care? I do care, because it effects me when it shouldn't. Maybe i have some neurological dissorder, but I'll never know. The best I can do is put up with it and put a smile on my face everyday.