Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Although Valentine's is over, my silly feelings for it have not left. I'm quite angry at whomever stole my first present so I am determined to see it deliver safely this time. What's worse is that I hesitated again and I didn't get a second chance. I hope I can find that courage again by monday.

You know, I never knew my friends cared about me this much. I never knew they wanted my happiness like this. It really makes me want to cry because I seem to be so incapable of seeing how much those close to me care. In fact Erin must care a whole lot *rubs sensitive spot on back of head*

And today was the first time I was ever called a 'Chicken s**t' sweatdrop To tell the truth, it really did hurt but I'm sure she was just stressed out sweatdrop I just wish that the things I do wouldn't keep bothering everyone. I hate being such a burden. This is another reason why I prefer to be a little less social than the average person. I make friends too easily sweatdrop Or at least, I'm too friendly...

On that note, I going to have to go and get some paint tomorrow or some time this weekend. If I can't paint some of the ideas in my head soon, I may break down into an even bigger human ball of waist that I already am sweatdrop

Now if you'll all excuse me, I'm going to go into my room for a bit and listen to music until either my eyes fall out or I fall asleep.