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~~The Girl~~
There is a girl with long black hair and bright green eyes
In the back of the classroom
Who laughs and talks and plays with many friends
And has a well-known sweetness

Everyone knows her as
'The kind and fun one'

Everyday, she puts on a smile
And gives herself a great personality.
This is the life she hides behind.
This is her 'poser' life.

The truth is,
She isn't really this happy
She isn't really this carefree
She isn't really this friendly
She doesn't really feel this loved

To her, life is Hell.
She can't feel emotions
or anything else.
She can't even return love, kindness, or sincerity.

At night in the concealment of her room,
She cuts herself
And cries herself to sleep.

Her parents neglect her
And beat her
And treat her-
Like an animal.

Then one day,
Her mom and dad got drunk
And started fighting.
During the argument, her dad pulled out a knife
And stabbed her mom dead.
As her mom dropped to the floor,
Her dad cleaned her blade
And then called her name.

She slowly came down the stairs.
Her dad drove the knife through her heart.

A beautiful feeling consumed her.
She knew what was happening.
She was dying.
Tears of happiness dripped from her face.
The pain was finally over.
As her vision became fuzzy,
Her breathing ceased.
Her body shut down.
She fell to the floor,
Dead.