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Bitter Beauty's Velvet Tears
A collection of my ups, downs, and if I ever find them maybe some poetry...and probably song lyrics.
So mad I'm shaking...
So, this might be kind of long, and the first part of it isn't when I am angry. It is when he let's in on me about my boyfriend, Carl. It's long, but it is easier than typing out why I am pissed.

(screw it I am not highlighting all that...I dont feel like it..dcipher on yourself)

Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:mikey
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uh huh
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I know who you are...I was...nevermind....hi
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well
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ya
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now i feel horrible
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
why?>
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and now i'm definitley dumping melody
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Why?
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well
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you know jamie's cousin ashley
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?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
yeah
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well
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omg hot damn
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she can ******** move her hips
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omg
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i was half tempted to get my wallet out and start tossin bills
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jamie has this nifty flashy light in her ceiling fan
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it's like dark blue
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and it was koo
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and we had some music goin
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and then she started dancin
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and omg
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
wtf michael she is like ******** 12
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i feel horrible
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14 actually
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ya
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you there
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?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
im reading something
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oh ok
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whatcha readin?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
rp
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rp?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
roleplay
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oh
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ya
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so who's on top right now?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
...
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lol
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
...
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am i a bad person
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
yes
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seriously?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
yes
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so your not joking or just messin with me or just tryin to be mean
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
....
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well?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
....
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damnit sarah
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you know what ******** you
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
....whatever
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were you hangin out with misti today?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
We went and Colby a birthday present. Why?
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i thought you were goin to carls?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Tomorrow.
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oh
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what happened to today?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
We went to Paris spent an HOUR in Hastings with Mysti's brother and his friend Hal and Derek lokoing for COlby a birthday present.
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oh
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
yeah
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but why didnt you go to carl's?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Have I ever gone to Carl
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he is your bf
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you were in paris
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
s on a Saturday>? No I always go on Sundays
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what does that matter
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Yeah, Paris, not Powderly. And that was mroe up to Kurtis who was driving, not me.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Why the ******** do you care anyway?
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bc carl is my friend
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
And Colby and Mysti are mine.
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and he's also your boyfriend
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I am quite aware of this. Does that mean I have to be stuck up his a** twenty-four goddamns even?
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
seven*
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no
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you never see him
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I see him every weekend. Thank you very goddamn much. And who the ******** are you to lecture on relationships?!
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im not lecturing
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im pointing out the obvious
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
And what the ******** is the obvious then?
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that you told carl you didnt want to go tonight bc you didnt want to get him sick but you went out with misti and colby instead
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I don't want to get him sick thank you goddamn very much. And Mysti really wanted to get Colby something for his brithday. And Colby wasn't even ******** there!
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and carl really wanted to see you. he dont care if you get him sick
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I am not going to get him sick. And I fully intended to go to tomorrow. And how the ******** do you know anyway? Taling to him?
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ya
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Good to ******** know. Great job teaming the ******** up against me.
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we're not
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
You are.
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this isnt carl
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this is me
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Talking to Carl!
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i am talking to carl
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he doesnt want to make you mad
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Too ******** late.
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i see that
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and well you and misti are ganging up on me
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Because you have no idea what the hell yuo're talking about.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
you're8
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
**
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ya i do
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Oh ******** really?
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brb
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
...
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
How did I treat anyone like s**t?!
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he says you lied to him
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
When?
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he says all you had to do was tell him that you wanted to hang out with misti
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you never call him
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I hadn't planned to hang out with Mysti, until very last minute. Like 4 am last minute. So ******** what? He calls I answer we talk. Didn't realize it was a big goddamn deal.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE SO AGAINST ME BEING FRIENDS WITH MYSTI ANYMORE?!
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i thought you wanted to go to sleep
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I did
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im not
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
And I couldnt sleep.
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im not against you being friends with misti
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Apparently ******** so.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Because any time I do anything with her everyone freaks out.
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no
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bc you ditch someone else to doit
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do it*
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
Yes.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
OMG! I am such a horrible goddamn person. I abandon everyone for Mysti. Who I have not got to hang out with in over a month.
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oh wow
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I see Carl every weekends so
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
you can shut the ******** up.
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i havnt been able to hang out with ANYBODY in over a month
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or two
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i dk
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
You've been grounded. And I live right down the damn road.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
I am almost always home.
Sarah... Fate fell short this time. Your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine. I’ll leave when I wanna. says:
You know what, ******** it. If Carl has a problem tell he can talk to me his own goddamn self. I am done talking tonight.


That was when I blocked him.

Here are some bits of conversation that Mysti copy and pasted from when they were talking.



Can i get a chicken sandwich with manwich? says:
well carl has been my friend for a very long time so it is my damn business
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
no it's not Michael it's not you carl and sarah dating it's carl and sarah
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
tell Carl to get over it you know she hasn't spent time with me hanging out anywhere in a really long time
and we needed to buy Colby a ******** birthday present becuz today was his birthday
she was going to go see him tomorrow...so he just needs to chill
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
and you need to get out of it


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and forgive me for sticking up for carl when sarah treats him like s**t
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
HOW DID SHE TREAT HIM LIKE s**t?
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
SHE WAS PLANNING ON HANGING OUT WITH HIM TOMORROW!
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
IS SHE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEND TIME WITH ME?


Can i get a chicken sandwich with manwich? says:
wel this just kinda started with me asking her a question
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and you dont know the whole story
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so but out
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bye bye
Mysti | you will know me by the scars i bare...you will know me by the hate i swear... says:
you're jumping donw her throat!

(he has no idea what he is talking about)





 
 
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