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Your Tutelary Angel
I decided to make this avi based on me. First, my name is Angel, so i made my avi look like an angel. Second, i consider myself a guardian angel. Tutelary is just a fancy vacab word meaning guardian. Y do i consider myself a guardian angel? I'll tell u. We used to be a family of four. My paternal father that i never met died when i was about a year and 10months and my bro about 9 months. We later moved to the U.S (I was born in Mexico). My mom later met this guy. We barely even knew him and my bro was already calling him "daddy." My dad was christian and my mom catholic, so my mom left the catholic church to join christianity. Our family of four was really happy. We went a lot of places, did a lot of stuff. We met my dad's family who happen to b awesome pple. Then one day my mom got married to him. Happy day it was. It affected me negatively in the long shot but im not gonna talk about it cuz it was worth it. So yea...we were a happy family. I loved every1. I was more of a daddy's boy and my bro was more of a momma's boy. anyways.....teh christian pple got greedy and we left them and join a Judeism group. I really liked it there. I liked the music, the dances, the language, and learned more about it. but i only praticed it for a year cuz stuff happened. My dad got sick one day....he went to the hospital. We went to visit him once, but was told to wait outside with my bro. But i decided to go in anyways. So i opened the door and went in, every1 turns to me, but i stop and look at my dad in the bed. He turns to me...i c those eyes.....those shinny eyes.....His eyed showed fear....i saw fear in him...What was he scared of? I didnt know then, but now i do....He was scared to lose us....his two sons that he loved very much and his one true love, my mom. They then forced me out of the room. I never saw him again....never got to say goodbye....Next day after school i go to my grandma's cuz my mom was at the hospital. I get a phonecall from my mom...my dad was dead....i dropped the phone and started to cry. I heard my mom in the phone crying hysterically. This happened in 6th grade.He never got to c my 4.0 gpa's i got mostly throughout middle school. My mom was affected the most. She used to b tubby. She stopped eating and lost tons of weight and turned pale. Life w/o a father is difficult. When he left us, i was left with his duties. i am the oldest so it was obvious it went to me. I will b the one taking care of my family, helping my family with whatever possible. I was too young and couldnt work, i coudnt work cuz of the effects of the marriage. All i could do was b successful in school. That's what i've doing doing since. I entered AVID and they showed me about college. A career....money.....i found a way to help my family in a way. College required high grades and other stuff. I did my best to get them, couldnt get help from family cuz none of them ever got a high school diploma. I was on my own. My mom had to work to pay for a lot of our school needs. I started seeing her less and less. I did stuff w/o my mom knowing...chose to takes honors classes and Advance Placement(AP) classes. I had to xplain those to her later. I took tests like the SAT and ACT which costs money. My mom started working two jobs....got to c my mom even less than b4. She always came tired. She stopped working on the other job and just stuck with one. Now i am a senior in high school. I have 6 classes and 3 of them are AP. I have to take the AP tests for each subject. They r ONLY about 82 dollars each... eek I'm always doing hw, barely have time for fun. I like fridays though, cuz school ends and i get to talk to this Weirdo^^, she makes me feel better. Everything will turn out well at the end. I will help my family, i will protect my family til the end. I will Guard them forever. Cuz.....I'm their Guardian Angel. I have been accepted to 2 out of the 3 colleges i applied to, which i will talk about in the next entry.
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