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my friends at school have been saying to me that im a poser just because i want to learn how to skateboard. they say"oh youll never skate". well to me thats bull s**t! scream scream scream evil evil evil they can go screw themselves for all i care. they also like calling me a whore and a b***h. although im a b***h to them when the piss me off like i am now scream evil and at home it gets worse. theres something wrong with my grandmother and my mom is getting mad at me for no appearent reason all because of this mess.i sometimes wish i was invisible but others feel like they would never want to be. im different from my friends. im the miss anti-social so i get made fun of. once ive cried my self to sleep. all i did was i came home, laid on the floor, and cried myself to sleep. the next day i didnt have my home work done so i lied to the teach. and that was that.and those of you thinking in your head right now saying"what a cry baby" go ahead. i wont give a damn about it . im to focused on my grandmother than me right now. emo cry emo