Was it worth it? In the end, does it even matter? Do the ends justify the means. I find myself wondering that more and more now. I helped them out, but to what gains. Sure, deep down I knew what was going to transpire and had a fools hope that everything would be o k. I take peoples problems seriously and always have. Ever since I got the internet I've counciled family, friends, and people I've never known. It just seemed like it gave me purpose and such joy when I could contribute to helping their problems. Though I must admit, not everything ends in a happy ending.
I don't know if I'll have anyone in my life ever again, and it's sadly getting to where I'm accepting it and will stop looking or wallow in depression for the rest of my life. I believe in God, I pray constantly, and He does great things for me. I'm saved and I love him, and though my parents say God has someone for me...there's no gaurantee. People say that there's someone for everyone in the world. I try to tell myself that it's just not time to meet her yet, but I don't ever see myself meeting anyone. Who knows what the future holds. The bible doesn't say anything about a woman for every man and such, but I still hope...even if it may only be a fools hope...
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A human in a world of demons, vampires, monsters, and other what nots. He strives to be who he is and what he is, and no one can change that
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