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life? Current mood: crappy Category: Life humm... all week ive just been blanking out... people are talking to me and im just not there. Lately it seems everything i do isnt good enough for anyone. My parents are always telling me to be more like my sister because she got good grades when she was in grade 8 and she was a good student. everywhere i go and everything i do im not good enough! Mostly everone expects me to be perfect all time but tahts just not me! but i have to thank one person for always being there for me when i screw up & not caring taht im not perfect, Thank you so much. XXlea0XX · Wed Jan 03, 2007 @ 06:27pm · 4 Comments


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	I understand so much it hurts. but I only had myself to be there for me. you can't le people treat you like a ****** up just cause someone else was better at something else. you are you, and sooner or later they will have to square with it. untill we got rid of my father he refused to accept me. he hated me since I was 3, (the first time he threw a steel toe boot at me, I still have the scar) and he always wanted me to be him. I survived the st he put me through for 17 years before we got rid of him. of all the people in the house he hated me most because he could not break me. I wonder if he knows that wanting to beat him kept me from suiside confused Who cares.the point is I faught for my whole life and became who I chose to be. don't let anyone rule you. and don't let them win. fight to be you weather they accept it or not. evventually they will 3nodding wink Offline NINSUNE · Community Member · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 06:38am


	dont worry, not everyones perfect all the time lea. My parents are acting the same way. My moms a perfectonist when it comes to grades, and, lets not get into my room with my dad... sweatdrop whos the one person? U can pm me if u want. Offline Purity Uchiha · Community Member · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 03:32pm


	No ones perfect...my mom and step-dad fina;;y got the fact that i bow to no one but but my friends.....they had always pestered me about school the more they pestered the worse my grades got...i almost failed a grade...my parents thought me a hopeless case and gave up....my grades improved....and Lea i know i have a hard time relateing to what happens in your life because i'm an only child and have never known what it is like to have a brother or sister.....(this does not count my stister in laws and step-brothers...)but just so you know i'm here if you need to talk....... Steve sad Offline Tsukikami Kuro · Community Member · Thu Jan 04, 2007 @ 04:00pm


	Would i be saying this if it wasn't true? i can understand most parts, about family and the pains of growing up, but different people are going through the same things that you are going through, and that we can all try and pretend that it is okay but it isn't. Well my mom says that a happy house hold equals a happy life, and that if every house hold was good, and nothing bad happeneds then the world would be a better place... Offline ST4RCASM · Community Member · Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 03:15pm

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