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Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Til I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me
Isn't it werid how a song that you've love for just about forever can relate to your life/day so much?
i've had a very crappy day. and this song tells teh story liek it is. People tell me to look at whats good in life and to hold on, so i do. I can't take losing all the time. Im so afraid of teh gift god gives me, life. I keep finding people & my self telling me, that i don't belong here. I have so little confidence in everything now.
yeah thats right my life sucks, and theres no way out.
 XXlea0XX · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 08:22pm · 5 Comments |
