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Ok, just for a reminder, I'm Co-Co. For a while thought I haven't quite been myself. My mind created a sort of illusion over my mind of this fake person who wasn't me at all. But after a night funloving and carelessness I've come back to realize the part of myself that I lost. I'm and extremely outgoing person and it's hard to keep me on a leash if you get my meaning. I just realized as I'm typing this that there were signs that there's no way I could be truly serious about someone just yet. Many people would agree with this especially my past loves, but really I'm too flirty and I'm one of those girls who's way out there wanting to get to know more fish before sticking with just one. Yes, this is the true me and now I'm going to be myself and learn how to be more like myself once again. I'm going to stick up for myself and my beliefs. I'm going to stand up to my many friends who sometimes just push me into the dirt. I let them do it, I didn't used to, but now that I'm going back to my true self I feel like I can do it. That's all I have to say for now, but I'm going to put up my goals for this year later today or tomorrow, that's a promise.