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Well hello everyone. Okay so today is actually Valentines Day, but luckily for me school was closed due to a savage ice storm that hit last night. I can't help it...I don't like Valentines Day. It's always been such a lonely day for me in the past...and today is no different. That's alright, though...I've gotten used to it. I go through the day pretending I dont care...then go and rent some movies/games to distract myself until the sun breaks over the horizon. Maybe this year I'll take it a bit farther...lets see here...

1). I could get stoned...

2). Or I could get wasted...

Decisions, decisions...Oh well. Screw it.


SonicBeauty
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  • User Comments: [3]
    Or you could listen to this Stones song instead,

    " see a red door and I want it painted black
    No colors anymore I want them to turn black
    I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
    I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

    I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
    With flowers and my love both never to come back
    I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
    Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day

    I look inside myself and see my heart is black
    I see my red door and it has been painted black
    Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts

    It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black

    No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
    I could not foresee this thing happening to you

    If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
    My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes

    I see a red door and I want it painted black
    No colors anymore I want them to turn black
    I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
    I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

    Hmm, hmm, hmm,...

    I wanna see it painted, painted black
    Black as night, black as coal
    I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
    I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
    Yeah!"

    My real theme song.

    comment NowhereMan0012002 · Community Member · Tue Feb 15, 2005 @ 03:16am
    Hey...thanks. Believe it or not that actually made me feel better ^.^

    comment SonicBeauty · Community Member · Tue Feb 15, 2005 @ 10:15am
    hey I've heard that song, it's pure evil, that's good

    comment Rei Master · Community Member · Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 04:11am
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