Most dreaded of days approaches. Infact it is the only holiday and only day in the entire yeah that I don't like and have never liked. Now don't get me wrong, it will all be remedied once I have my own girl to love and hold and splurge on valentine's day. To everyone that reads this and everyone else that has some one, good for you...have a great valentine's day. As for me and a few others I know, we'll survive the day in misery. So why do you may ask.. Why do you all dislike Valentine's Day. Well I'll tell you my personal account.
I've only had one gf in my 20 1/2 years of existence, and I only had her for one month, which was August. When I was a kid, I actually got excited about valentine's day. I made the little cards to everyone a little special note here or there to tell the person I liked a little more to make them feel special. I would get some cards in return and it was good. Some had things on them, but others were just a card with no writing, so I never knew who they were from. Well that's not really a reason to dislike Valentine's day, but as the years went on the cards and stuff went away and so came on junior high. There were Valentine's day dances and such and I would go because I like to dance. Yes another amazing fact about me. But still, no Valenine or anything. Well in highschool they started a thing about sending candy grams and a flower or a card from a secret admirer or something and sure I sent one or two, but I never recieved one. So that kinda hurt a little, not even a friend sending me one. So I would look at everyone else as they would be showered in gifts and the girls and guys would go to the office to pick up their special presents that they had delievered to them.
I was left alone, thinking well lucky them. Well one Valentine's day my mom bought a valentine's day gift which was a little angel teddy bear with wings and would play music. Well my little bro and sis didn't want it so I took it for myself. My only Valentine's present of any kind in years and I held onto it for a long while. Well, it got lost cuz someone was playing with it and so there it went. Was never meant for me, but I liked it. Made me feel like someone had given it to me. And so now I'm in college...can't realy remember the last few valentine's days...they were just another day to me. My friend tells me all his plans for he and his gf tomorrow, and I'm like that's great man. He rented the marquis of the local theatre saying i love you and happy valentine's day, and he's going to take her on a picnic. I happy for him, but it just feels like it's been rubbed in my face. So tomorrow it will probably be raining and I'll be on gaia with Cless or working around the house. I wont sit around and yammer on about it, but I'll be around to comfort those who are like me and just can't get over it. It gives me a feeling of being important.
To make someone smile when their down. If we can't have someone on valentine's day, at least they can have a friend in Cless who's there for them always willing to make them smile...
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