Hello 2007 <3
This will be a new year for me and for me to get my life started. These past few months have not been good to me, but I have great friends and a family that has helped me more then words can say. And they still help me even now when I'm trying to get on with my life. But something good came out this year. My brothers wife had her baby <3 His name is Ian and he's so cute! He did have a hard time when he came into this world. He thought he was still in his mommy when he came out and so his body wouldn't work right, so he had to go to the ICU ((I think that’s what it's called)) Everyone thought he might not make it but he's a fighter, he came back slowly and he's doing great ^^ I'll try and get a picture up for you all to see.
I only had two New Years Revolution, and that was to get over my ex and and make something of myself. I'm done sitting around the house thinking about the past and crying myself to sleep almost every night. There have been good times and there have been bad times. Well now this is a new year and I'll make new memories, and make new good and bad times. No more looking in the past. It's time to look forewords and get my life going.
Right now I do have a job, it's not much but I love it. I get to work on computers and write a lot. It may sound dumb but it's great and I'm loving it. I'm saving up to get my place and hopefully, I will meet a great guy and really be able to make a family. Ever since I was 11, I was told that I may not be able to have kids and that has made my life a little hard because I love kids and I want nothing more to have my own family and have kids with my husband "Who ever he is" So maybe when I find him I can have kids and be very happy. It's something I have always wanted <3
I want to thank all my friends for everything that have done for me and talked and listened to me when I really needed a ear. If it wasn't for them, then I would have been lost. They all mean so much to me and I never want to lose them no matter what. We all may not talk everyday, but when we do talk, we always make the most of it. I wish they all had a good year and hope many more good years come to them. I also hope they find true love, for everyone should be able to live a happy life.
That’s about all I can think of right now. Well... There is more but it wouldn't be very nice of me to put it up, so I'll just leave it at that.
I love all of you and wish you a Happy New Year <3
