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Hello... this is the story of my life... It may sound boring, but its all I've got...


When I was a young girl, my 'father' told me about how I had a brother. I saw him several times, but every time he looked into my eyes, he got a very sad look on his face. He was a wolfboy and sometimes I could hear his mortified screams coming from the basement when he and 'father' went down together. Usually for the next few days I was tending to him relentlessly. Eventually I ran away from that desolate place, hoping the boy would do alright. I was running around for the next couple of days with people giving me horrible looks everywhere I went like a contagious disease. The next day my 'father' caught up with me and took me home by the hair. As we passed people in the streets they looked at me with pity and disgust. I felt horrible. When we got home, 'father' had the boy tie me to a painful chair. The boy pleaded for my release, but he was slapped away. As I sat there, wondering if I was going to die, my 'father' taught me about how I had been created from the body of a fallen angel. He also told me about how I was not a human nor a mortal being, I was a homunculus. Later on as I ventured out into the world on my own, I learned that a wolfboy had escaped from the old alchemist's house. I had hoped it was that boy... I felt sorry for him. I found someoneto teach me how to fight and stayed with them for awhile. I eventually learned that it was my older sister in heaven that I wasn't dead yet. When I left the dojo, I found my sister. She opened the seal, the one that holds back the vengeful angel fused with my soul. This angel showed me the graceful art of killing and stealing souls. I met Kitera-chan and we became friends.We later found out that we were sisters in heaven, and I was overjoyed(related by the angelic link of the angel in my soul). We don't see each other much anymore, and sometimes I get depressed. I have murdered many and even stolen souls on purpose. I killed all for a good cause, to protect others or to do favors. Then I met a boy named Ryo whom I fell in love with. Later I found out that he was the boy I had known in childhood... I think he forgot about me... My dark side came out and tried to kill him, and from then on he was in danger from her. We haven't spoken in a while, and I'm worried that Kimi, my darkness, will kill him some day.

I have killed many people, have mountains of regrets, and no love from my family. I can also make people relive their worst nightmares, memories, and see their loved ones die by singing a song.
This has been the story of my life up until now.





-Malu-chan, Homunculus of The Song