Heheh... Amazing how much one is able to cry, ne?
I keep contradicting myself, I have no idea what to do.... I've narrowed it down as much as possible, here's my choices.
#1- Be all social and what-not, having everyone love me and smother me with attention. Also worshiping the ground I walk on.
#2- Have everyone hate me, shunning me and forcing me to live on a little island. All alone and angsty. Then I can die in peace, and basically sulk all the time.
#3- Find a random person and stab them repeatedly with something sharp. Hating everyone.
#4- Hate myself with a passion. And maybe become all emo-gothy-like.
No... Not really, but I'll admit that these choices amused me for quite some time.
I'm so confused. With myself and everyone around me. I feel like violently lashing out at the first person I see. Do I want to be alone, or with other people? Hate everyone else, or just myself?
I'll come to my senses eventually.
But until then. I'll just bottle up everything like I've been doing for quite some time now. It makes me curious on how long it will take until I lose the remainder of my sanity. Wheeeee, lookit, I'm going mad. =D
So that's all I'll vent for now Dx So I say this:
"Ah poop, you never let us down!"
"Bombardment!"
"Can't they get a pole for that sign?"
"No sir! I didn't see you playing with your dolls again!"
In other news, Christmas was good, we've just had our third blizzard, and bowling can be fun, no matter how much you suck at it.
Annnd, call me a loser, because we got the Star Wars lego game, and I have so much fun screwing around on it. :'D
And I've started watching Digimon again.
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#5 - Find a special (and not meant as mentally) group of friends that like you for who you are and just be yourself.
Hey I'm in that group of friends! And so is Jon (Slappy) and Robbie (Ilias) !!! Yay us!
Sooner or later you'll be like me and everything you bottled up will come out in a major breakdown in the middle of school....not very fun. sweatdrop But yet I still bottle things up. So I'm not sure how to help there.
Agh, Snow, I am Snoooow Jealous! Ha I made it funny. You know, it's like saying Sooooo Jealous. But I'm saying Snow!!! HA Ha! Ok not really. I know uber lame! mrgreen sweatdrop
And your not a loser for haveing a Star Wars Lego game, I think its hilarious I love that game. And I watched Digimon until I got REALLY confuzzled. @_@