thanks cameron. you know how to cheer me up whenever you comment in my journal! -hugs cameron-
well i'm much better. i'm over at my friend nikki's house right now typing on the comp in my journal...duh. anywho i have come to the conclusion that i am blissfully nieve...not stupid -glares at nikki- yeah that's right. you know what i said.
i'm going to the mall with nikki later today. yay i haven't been to the mall in forever. i mean i don't know why i really want to go (other than the fact i want ot go to hot topic, and all cool places and with my friend nikki...no wonder i want to go) well i am in need of mall time anyways. It also means longer time to be away fmo my family this time of year. i hate being with them during christmas and new years. they turn into assholes.
on christmas me, my mom, and my older sister started yelling at each other in the morning over shannon getting on the comp without my moms permission and then she made me get off the comp so she could get on.
then last night i started crying when i was over at my house with nikki. I was just trying to help plug the phone in and they all started yelling at me (my family did not nikki) and so i was upset and angry with them. I really odn't like my family. NOr my older sister who is in midland right now iwth her boyfriend and his family. she yelled at me over the phone last niht as well. i say ******** 'em all.
I'm listening to this really cool song that i do not know the name of. I like it. oh it is "i'll try" i like it. it is awsome. i need ot get a link to it. ya know what i'll put the link up in here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdtTs5FzO8Y
there we go! Yay now i have the link and can listen to it in my house. It reminds me of one of Nikki's chacters named ebony (or i think tat's how it's spelled i dunno) and it reminds me of this one character blaring inside my head.s he goes with this one guy but the guy doesn't show he likes her when she loves him deeply. He doesn't know this and she's trying to get through it all but she doesn't know how but she is doing her best not to show her pain. i don't have a name for her yet but i will get one for her.
Wow this is a long entry. i haven't written one this long in a while. Yesterday i ripped up almost all my letters from my ex. I only kept the last one he gave me as proof of the a** that he is. I wish i could scream at him but i can't. I would though. he is such an a** and a baby. Oh well i am ignoring him and he is ignoring me.
Well i don't have much more to write so until next time. BYE BYE!
 heavens_akki · Thu Dec 28, 2006 @ 08:58pm · 0 Comments |
