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So my ex-boyfriend Ian is apparently still alive, internet-wise anyway. I know he was alive in... life. But he was online last night and not too long ago. I said hi both times, and he replied to an email last night, but he didn't say hello today. stare

W/e. If he doesn't want to talk, that's okay. I just haven't talked to him in a while. And I'd like to, seeing he's my ex, but he's still my friend. I've pretty much gotten over the fact we broke up, and I'm letting him stew in the problems he's caused himself. (Getting involved with 20-year-olds on the internet isn't usually a good thing, if you're 14-15 years old yourself.) But I don't know... I guess we aren't so close anymore? I'd like us to be, but he's 'gay', and therefore 'out of bounds'... I guess.

Not that I dislike the gay part. Oh no. Hell, I wouldn't care if he ******** some guy in front of me. I write crap like that all the time. I love that stuff. 3nodding But I do kinda miss him. redface And my friends will probably yell at me for being so nice about him. They all got pretty pissed off at him about it, but I got over it.

So yeah. I'm pretty at peace with myself now... for a while. Wait a day or two. It'll change. xd
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Okay, so he said hello. Which put me in a better mood. He's real nice, just a little bit... murfleflurgen. Don't ask if you don't understand. -_- But yup.