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December 26, 2006
Last night was awful. Someone told me Kaz had said that he didn't visit me for Christmas because he didn't want to see me, not because his parents wanted him there. Which makes sense, being that his parents didn't even do anything yesterday, and Kaz got no gifts. Not like he deserves any. And he also said that he doesn't care about me as much as he used to. He thought they were lying, but finally he admitted to it and said he said it because he was mad at the time. But he always says things like that. He never says anything good about me to anyone. Only bad things. And then it turned into some huge thing about religion and Christmas, over something he'd posted in a guild on Gaia. So now he hates me because I believe in God. And he kept me up until 5:00 AM yelling at me. I barely talked to him today, and didn't invite him to the chat. I'm trying to see if he'll go on towns though. I want to talk to his parents also at some point to ask them if they really wanted him home for Christmas, and why when they didn't do anything or give him anything. I don't know what to do anymore, but I feel like he's going to end up forcing me to break up with him. He's just gotten meaner and meaner. He was nice for a while but he was so mean last night, I don't know if I can take it anymore. And then as soon as other people find out, I'm going to have all these guys wanting to date me, and then if I pick one of them, the others will be upset. I'm hoping some of them lost interest by now. I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like never getting in a relationship again, because it's too much of a hassle.
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