Yay.. Christmas tomorrow and i know im going to get presents... I hate it becuase i dont deserve them. I don't deserve to get anything this year. I have sinned so many times, Lied so many times, Hurt so many people without repenting, and been an a*****e to my family. It makes me feel like s**t honestly. I'll smile, and love the presents yeah, but on the inside.. ill prollly want to cry. I have made fun of my parents so much, called them assholes, bitches, dickheads, Disrespected them SO many times, yet they still love me and buy me things. I wish I could repent.. but I've done everything and i have to pay for it eventually. Maybe thats why I have this hurt arm.. Attacked by a demon for payback. I dont want to tlak about christmas anymore.. Thats all
terinore · Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 02:49am · 0 Comments |