he plays on gaia all night
sleeps all day,
I work all day,
work all night
we talk in the midday,
I live in the real world
he lives in fantasy land,
I often wonder about our relationship
and how much I tolerate
or how much I lost him
and I can't remember
why I fell in love with him in the first place,
only now, I'm slightly addicted to computer land,
he's pulled me in,
luckily I get 5 days off coming soon,
I just want to get away from the computer screen,
go out and do something fun and real.
something in which I can share equally
and remember why I fell in love,
I don't know anymore
what is a real relationship
I don't know
what is my purpose on gaia
why am I here wearing kiki on my head
fishing
and getting fake gold?
I don't get it sometimes,
and I am so tired.
 seasweetie · Thu Dec 21, 2006 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |
