February 8, 2005
I don't know what to think. If I IM him, Kaz usually talks to me, so I dunno. Last night he told me to leave him alone, but he didn't say it today. Although for most of the day he wasn't on because he was playing games again. x.x But since he got back on I've been talking to him. Anyway yeah, last night I had a bad dream involving him or something... It's hard to remember but it caused me to wake up early in the morning and not fall asleep again for a long time. It's so hard to think of things to say to him though. I have to say the right thing. If I say the wrong thing, he will ignore me, if I say something more wrong, he will get mad. The wrong thing is pretty much RPing anything. I like to hug him and stuff, he gets mad if I IM him something just saying that, so I actually put some effort into it tonight, and for that I got ignored, which is a step up from getting yelled at, I think. So then I just asked him about his game, which I did get an answer for, and about how he's doing in Pokémon, which I also got an answer for...
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