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So, yesterday was "fun-filled" and whatnot. 2 exams, candy canes. fudge, and cookie cake at school. Followed by more fudge and cookies when my mom got home. Now I think I'm coming down with something because my throat's clogged up. And to top off the best/worst day of the month, I saw my old friend's dad at Mc Allister's. Oh, and I was the one who suggested going there, btw, so it was really cruel.
Nice to know the "little sixth sense" is still working, if it even exists. For months, it's gotten no exercise. Who needs it at school? I mean, duh, people will be there. And on AIM, I don't get IMs anymore. Except from Victoria. And no dreams whatsoever. The ones I've had are randomly scary. Except that last night I had a dream that I thought I had to be at school today, the I realized I didn't. Wake up and find out that my carpool thought I had school this morning and were waiting outside! Ding dong. So it's getting a workout, my little supposed talent isn't rotting away. lol, what a joke it would be if it were all a big coincidence, every single thing that's happened. stuff at Church, the mall last year...dang, them boys...It's nuts how I know they'll be around. Maybe it's all chance and accident, though. Determinism! All I know is this: unless someone can prove otherwise, I'm believing in this thing.
I figured out a song the band should do for the Christmas concert next year: "You're a Mean One, Mr. Grinch." I was listening to it, and there's all sorts of instrumentation. I can't tell whether the descending notes after the 1st and 2nd lines are clarinets or something else...
...I wonder why Maddie said I'm a good actress. What a joke. though, for that moment, I woulda loved to. Even though I really am acting most of the time. It's so hard to be myself. It means being different, and I don't wanty that. Someone thinks I'm brave and don't care what people think. I do, I care more than most people, but I just don't let it show too much.
Good song= "Lips of an Angel"
"My girl's in the next room. Sometimes I wish she was you"
~nepie
 nepie · Tue Dec 19, 2006 @ 02:35pm · 2 Comments |
